Unhappy....

I accidently make a glass fall down on my feet. I dunno wad i want to do coz around the place also got all broken glasses, i scare step it and hurt. Bt no anybody can help me so i have no choice to walk step by step carefully and take vacuum machine to vacuum it.

i unhappy coz of no one bother of me even though heared the sound of it and give me the reason is i tired coz of done this and that. And make me feel that is it just walk and see and take something are very difficult?

I dunno in actual life and world, if someone really care u, mind u and love u, wad he/she will do for u?beside this, if anything happen on him/her, wad u will do for him/her also?somemore, wad is the feelings for both of u after that?..mayb we watch love movie always also very sweet bt in actual world and life, really got it?kakakaka..

I wont to ask anyone or someone, how much u care me, mind me, love me....by the way i also wont hope ppl to tell me how much they care me, mind me, love me.. coz i know we can realise it by many ways and get answer from our own heart.

Thanks someone who make me be strong , make me open mind, make me happy and make me feel difference...coz of a lot of problems happened only i can grown up and mature. thank you all...

I wish all the ppl can find ur true love and together with a ppl who u really love and care..then only u will really want to care and love him/ her...good luck anybody....

i have dinner first la...hahahahaha

Now feeling that i have a lot of things to type here...hahaha.

Seriously, i going to my marry life soon.I have another wonderful life between my husband and me. Beside, i have my lovely father in-law who are care and love me and my mother in-law too...haahaha..In other way, im become ppl's wife , daughter in-law and mother in future.I always to remind myself must become a good wife and daughter in-law now and a good mother in future also. Wadever wad i did before and wad i doing now, i dunno wad the feelings that i give to them especially my husband and i dunno how their feel also. Mayb i give my husband's feelings is more negative coz of my requested....i dunno..i dunno...

From pak tou , i can say that i very very very love this guy. He make me felt comfortable and happy.He give me a lot of memories, eventhough not a veri sweet and touch's memories...bt is a good memories for me. i like to keep anythings that he give me like flowers and etc... and i like to take note that wad he sms me....ehehee.

Still remember that time, he still in Malacca and im in KL.We always sms each other, msn during the working time and talk on the phone in night.He like to sing to me and mostly like his sound when he talked to me...feel comfortable and mature..hahahaha...Somemore, i everytimes, also hope to see him and together wif him..think this is pak tou's life........:P

Now, we stay together already sure must have happy and unhappy things....we are humans, sure have a lot of problems on us coz one is ger and boy. watever is thinkings, hopeless, opinions, suggestions, characters and etc also not same. i know we live together is not easy bt my hopeless is have a happier life and a husband to love me and care me only.

I'm a ger, a simple ger in this world. I hope to have a ppl who can to take care, to love, to concern, to sayang and 'tam' me. Its dun care how strong i am, how mature i am, how old i am....ger always is ger, feelings and hopeless also wont be changed.When i sad, hope to have a pp to tam me, sayang me and help me to wipe my tears.Not to let me to cry alone in the room. When i angry, hope to have a ppl to cool me down, give me more sayang and explaination. Not to fight wif me and make me more angry. When i happy, hope to have a ppl to share my happiest and laugh together wif me. I know that I'm the ppl who easy to satisfied in everythings, easy happy and easy upset ppl. I mostly used "CRY" to express out my feelings coz my heart are pain and sad when get hurt by somebody, some matter and some problems. By the way i need to spend a time to recover myself once i upset and angry.coz i need some time to think and process my brain, so usually i will choose to keep quite and stay alone.

I know my husband like to meet his friends, like hanging out, like watch movie, like play game and etc...bt i just like to stay at home and doing my things. For me, my life is a veri bored life. Bt for him, his life is a full of wonderful life.I not really want to join him yam cha wif his friends is coz i dunno wad i want to do and wad i want to talk there. Secondly is when i want to sleep, i really want to sleep and ppl cant tahan me. Otherwise, i will very 'pek chek'. so avoid anything happen and break his mood during the yam cha time between he and his friends, i choose to let him go ahead and im stay at home.Bt i just wanted him to come back early to accompany me sleep. In other way, i know this is hard to him coz since young times he used to be freedoms and like to meet his friends and new friends around. Suddenlly changed it sure can totally accepted.But, i hope he know that he is not single now and cant always think for he ownself only....:'(

hahaha, now my brain are turn to off already...think i stop here and continue next times...hehehe

Love him more,
waiting ger....

Fish Leong...:D

Fish Leong is the singer that i mostly like...im not crazy on her. bt i like to listen her song and i like to see her. When i upset, her song are suitable for me and can make me feel better.

From her first album until now all her albums i also have and her signature..hahaha.In year 2005, she give a tea cup and a chistmas toy include her signature on the cup and toy to give one lucky reader of "TV Times" magazine. so lucky and thanks god, i got it. Until now i still keep it and move into my new house...hahaha

She have a pair of big eyes, slimming body and pretty. I really hope a day i can be like her so pretty la...ahahahaha.I think too much already.:D Eventhough, many ppl said im pretty bt now become fat ger. bt i hope can become more pretty...hahaha..thanks god and my parents to give a pretty face. thanks...

Back to my this topic again. I dunno how i really want to express out my feeling. bt i really like to listen her voice when singing. She have a good voice in singing, this i really jealous...ahahahah..anyway, im a ppl dunno to sing...hahahah

Last, i wish her good luck and all the best to her...Must 'jia yuo' oh...hahaha...

First Time....

Halo, this is the first time i have my own blog here.Firstly, thanks to my sister coz sheare the one who let me know about it. Actually it is a good way and good learning for me. coz normally i also will write dairy to pour out my feeling in...heheh and sometimes i feel very tired in writing and my writing are no enough pretty.hahaha

Again, i can write anything here to express out my feeling and i can learning express out my feeling in english.I know my english are not very good. bt at least i know wad i am typing , that is more important coz im not typing coz anyone and not want to make sure anyppl to understand wad i am typing bt anyone who are reading my blog can teach me where i am typing wrong and which is the best way to express clearly and correctly.

I have my own blog here not coz i want to let whole world to know about me and wad happen on me.Just that im the ppl who dislike to put everything on my mind coz it will make me unhappy. At least, i dunno you and you dunno me.hehehe..... :p

Love,
happy ger...